InternetWe would talk face to face;
Not screen to screen.
But still you bring us together;
Joined are the nations across the seas.
We would read books,
Hear the voice of one
But still you are the bringer of free speech;
We hear the voices of many.
We have many faults,
You may be one.
But still and for now,
you are the people,
and the people you.
To DoI've a never ending list,
of things I should probably do.
The question is do I want to;
The answer probably not
The InnocentAll is not lost.
They can be saved.
Their hearts, so pure;
Their minds, so free.
No one will touch them;
They will learn for themselves.
Hidden YouYou hide behind your logic
We must read between those lines,
To define you is impossible
As you don't show.
You follow how you should be,
Not as you wish.
Your views are stolen
Taken from a higher source,
You are not your own,
You only think,
Your maturity grows sweet
From the childhood you never had,
You are beginning to unravel,
Your world, crashing
Falling off the frail truths you told,
You will one day learn
The Thing IsThe thing is.
Of a lot of things.
More than anyone can comprehend.
I don't even know how many things scare me.
I have so many thoughts and ideas about life.
So many that I just get overwhelmed.
I think so much I just choke.
It makes me very unstable.
For example last night.
I was repeating.
I can't do it.
I can't do it.
I didn't know,
what I couldn't do.
But I knew I couldn't.
I can't miss school but,
I can't do the presentation,
I can't kill myself even if I want to.
and I can't talk to someone about all of this.
I can't keep living anymore, fighting anymore.
I can't keep crying and stressing.
I can't keep leaving everything.
I can't keep waiting.
I can't runaway.
I can't sleep.
So I cried. A lot.
And this morning turned out,
To be okay. More so than I expected.
But I still have tons of work I need to do.
Because you see, the thing is that I have,
Little control over the thoughts in my head.
I have very irrational thought process.
Especially when it comes
HardHow hard is it to move on
When you know it is not worth it
No matter what you do
Those shadows will haunt you
They'll try to keep you here
But what is it to them?
You won't even remember them
I need the truth, for once
in my life!
All I hear is a swirl of lies.
Whatever comes out of everyone's
mouth, are words made of plastic.
No one tells me the truth,
for I wish they would.
What is the point of lying to I?
Telling a lie, is like putting your
life on the line.
So why you must?
When I am dying to know the truth.
Just saying, and don't make it up.
The truth is right, and always
A lie is a horrible
So tell the truth, as we wish
Instead of a lie,
that isn't whole.
Blade, Cold like Ice.The blade cold like ice
But it feels so nice
As it slides across my skin
A line, red and thin
It's is mark.
When noticed and they impart
I'll convey it's just a scratch.
And from friends i will detach.
The pain dulls and so does the blade.
I feel alone and afraid.
For this they'd never know.
This I cannot show.
They want to help but it's too late.
For I have sealed my fate.
If I Stay...Hurt, pain, sadness, death... Love is not gentle; it is fierce.
Confusion, shyness, strength, calm... With Love I can do anything.
Once, twice, thrice, again... You gave me everything for Love.
Can I bear it? Am I strong enough to do this?
Timidity is my worst enemy; you changed everything for me.
Because of you, I finally became all that I can be.
It kills me to be apart from you, but I can do it.
With you beside me, nothing will ever stop me.
The tenderness you showed me made everything right.
If I stay... Will you still be there?
silverbeeHappy birthday Silverbee,
Don't know where 2 go,
Don't know whom to trust,
So just trust me,
For I love thee
Fly high and see,
The things 2 come,
The things 4 thee,
This world is just a stage of lies,
Of faked smiles,
Prison 4 u'r heart so
Come and fly with me